How I Fooled Myself Into Thinking I Was Strong With Bad Squat Form
I caught the StrongLifts 5×5 bug 12 weeks ago as I really wanted to improve my strength. I started with the weight amounts the program suggests and moved up gradually as instructed. Starting out I was 5’11″, 180lbs, and my squats were a measly 115lbs with good form.
Before long I found myself knocking out 200lb squats with relative ease. As time progressed I was loading two plates and some change on each side, reaching a respectable 245lbs. In a little over 2 months I had increased my squat weight by over 130lbs, which by most standards is phenomenal progress. Unfortunately, I had become victim of my own ego along the way, sacrificing my form and squat depth for sheer weight and perceived strength.
As I increased the weight on the bar my form got progressively worse and it wasn’t until my spotter kindly pointed out that I wasn’t getting anywhere near parallel that I noticed it.
I figured I would simply correct the form. I un-racked the weight, set my stance and went down…and couldn’t get back up. There was no way in hell I was going to get 245lbs below parallel and back up.
Wow, that was…hard. Let’s try 225.
I couldn’t get below parallel with 225.
Uh ok, 185?
I got parallel and it was hard getting back up.
After the realization that I was not nearly as strong as I once thought, due to cheating on my depth, I worked hard and pressured my partner to keep me in check as far as my depth. Over the past 5 weeks I’ve been able to increase my weight, and as of yesterday I did 3 sets of 5 reps at 245, at parallel, failing on my last rep.
The take home form this brief piece is that you shouldn’t cheat in the gym because you’re only cheating yourself. Don’t swing your dumbbells when doing curls; don’t pack on a bunch of weights for your squats and only drop 6 inches; don’t do a pull-up or chin-up and not extend your arms all the way at the bottom. Force yourself to do it and do it right, otherwise you’re just lying to yourself and pretending you’re in better shape than you really are.
All ego leaves the moment you enter the door of the gym. The iron doesn’t lie.


